A day of relative normalcy (about a month ago)

Today I went to a birthday party, which just happened to include going out. I went to the city with 8 people who were originally from 2 different groups at school. I'm still trying to recover from my ed but I think I'm making progress. I might start posting pictures later on about things that go on because I know I'm not the most interesting person, but right now I just don't want anyone I know to find this blog and find out who I am.

I stressed for about 2 hours about clothes to wear before eventually going for something casual but not at all revealing so I had nothing to look at in disgust. I ate chips, deep fried, oil soaked chips! I know it's probably not much but to me I couldn't be happier, while feeling completely horrible at the same time. It was big for me because the last time I ate out without preparing food myself was about 2 years ago. I find my reason was because I have a friend who looks to be starving herself. I know this because she is doing everything I used to do, though she doesn't hide it terribly well. She didn't eat breakfast this morning and was planning to skip lunch until I manipulated her into eating something. I almost wanted to grab her and yell, 'Don't do this! You will regret it for the rest of your life!'

I didn't do that and just hope that she doesn't do this to herself.

Okay off the depressing note.

We took photos at a place called Purikura, which was quite hilarious because it enlarges your eyes in the picture and is a great place to experiment with your worst expressions in the presence of others. I shoved sparkles on just about everything. Afterward we went to Chinatown and bought 8 boxes of mochi and discovered an amazing music store where I bought a Cradle of Filth poster (a band I would not recommend to anyone who is younger or not into metal but I personally like them).

I walked the 28 km home from the train station because the car broke down and I couldn't be bothered to wait for someone to pick me up.

That sums up the day, though I wrote this about a month ago.

Random Update

This is just a bit of what I have been doing recently because nothing interesting has really been happening and I haven't posted here in quite a while.

I have been playing hockey, squash and walking almost none stop for the past week leaving with aching muscles but the need to get better at those sports.

I have learned about 5 new songs on piano which I'm quite proud of because I stopped playing for quite a while, I also composed a song which I will post here sometime when I have more than 4gb of internet to use so probably the end of the month.

I'm currently 54.2kg and I live on 600-1200 calories, my mind still wants me to go down to 40kg so I'm pretty much whatever happens just happens.

I have rediscovered my inner fangirl and almost cried when I watched this video by Alice Nine.

 

And that pretty much sums up everything. Sorry I have nothing interesting to say but I hope you are all doing well.