Alone was lonely

I talked to someone today, I tried to be caring and a good friend all they said in reply to me was:

I LOVE U THAT MADE MY HEART SHATTER INTO A JILLION PIECES CUZ IT FEELS LIKE IT JUST BURST CUZ OF LOVE

But all I could think was, I don't love you but should I tell you that? Or lie to make you feel better. I sometimes dislike getting tired of people, they just drain me but I want to be there for someone. I just leave and distance myself so I can stay alone. Alone is different from lonely and I'm not lonely but I like to talk to people. Once emotions get involved in their part I suddenly need to leave even if we were best friends. Everything they do will suddenly irritate me and I will just spend the next week with myself, my books and my music then be completely fine.

People don't understand that, they just think I still don't like them and am just trying to act nice to them. I think I will turn into a cat lady when I graduate from school because I like cats and they are a lot easier to be around then most people.