My friends all seem to have problems right now and I can't help any of them. I think that when you have been through things like self harm and ed you notice yourself in other people. They all keep bombarding me so I don't want to have to tell them about my problems.
Self harm, the signs of potential eating disorders, constantly crying, constantly tired. They all fall under at least one of these categories and I can't do anything. I know my mind will start screaming to get away before I can get hurt but I have to pick up the pieces and stay somewhere. Relapsing, failing that's all my life right now. I might just break one day soon but I don't want to, not before I live life.
I can't look negative at the moment, I keep seeing calories again everywhere, so I close my eyes and eat. I don't want to lose another person close to me before they are even close to me. Come on Dorcha, we can do this. Recover. Help them recover and everything will be better.
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