I think I would choose books because I can't even stand people at the moment. They all seem to like me in the like like sense so if I talk to one, someone gets hurt. All I can think is, I'm 14 and not planning to ever get a boyfriend or girlfriend, stop taking everything to heart. Most people would probably be reveling in the attention, but I hate it.
I just want to read, listen to music and be a hermit so I don't have to bother with humans. I push everyone away and avoid them as if my life depends on it, even skipping classes and self teaching in the library instead just to get away from some people. If I do something with one the others just get jealous or go into self hate mode so I just push the person I was talking to away so no one gets hurt. It's so stressful.
I think I failed my English poetry assignment where we had to write a poem based on a theme using words from 4 other poems. I was under the time limit and frankly, the teacher hates me. I got a B- in Maths which is horrible because I only have freedom if I get A's for everything. urrgg procrastination it is.
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