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I'm slightly hyper at the moment as I haven't slept in at least three days which I blame on my Xbox and a certain series of games called the Mass Effect trilogy and the birthday party of a certain friend.
It's now the school holidays and I'm still stuck in February, a lot of people seem to be saying that this year has passed far too quickly and it has perhaps been one of the most eclectic of my high school career. One year left and I'm not looking forward to it in the slightest for a multitude of reasons. These range from simply not wanting responsibility to this being to the only year that could affect how hard or easy my life can be after I graduate. I have friends now, not many, but I'm happy to see them 5 days a week and talk about everything from America's next top model to cute little animals we see. I guess I'll just have to make the most of my time and work as hard as I can because I can't stop the inevitable.
On another note I discovered a movie called Rent from a friend on mine and I must say that I really like it. It was made in 2005 and is based on an a 1990's American Bohemian community. It is a musical but it deals with a range of topics from homosexuality, poverty, AIDS and as one of the songs goes 'anything taboo.' So I definitely recommend it for anyone who actually still reads this blog.
My mentality has both improved and declined recently, I no longer feel depression but instead I have become more detached if that makes any sense. It's almost as if a wall of glass separates me from the rest of the world. I don't feel events as strongly as I should but I'm also not badly affected by situations like human contact as I normally would be. I don't really eat very much but that's mostly out of forgetfulness than restricting (or at least I hope it is) and that makes being around my family a lot more bearable.
I hope you are all doing well, if not, I'm always here to listen and do anything I possibly can to help.
Signing out for another year (probably),
Dorcha Aingeal

Thank you for stopping by my blog, From the Shadows. Happy Holidays! :)
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