And there I go again...

I binged today because I think my part time friend is anorexic and I was trying to get her to eat. I feel honestly, like crap. My stomach I full and disgustingly bulgy, also my good mood from yesterday's Supernova festival has completely washed away.

I was busy watching all these beautiful skinny people dress up as anime, game and tv show characters. It only just hit me that if I ever want to look good in cosplay I'm going to have to lose this weight before next years event. Some people and I decided to do a group cosplay of Ouran High Host Club and I just happen to be Haruhi because I'm short.

As you can see above I now have some extreme motivation to start losing before next year. By the way Haruhi is actually a girl who has to dress as a boy to maintain her position in the host club. She also is very flat, has an obvious thigh gap and collar bones. My aspiration now is to look like her in at least body shape.