Isn't it just the best feeling when you have spent the past 2 weeks in a hell hole called hospital and suddenly you just find out you are going to die before you turn 25? I actually want to live my life but obviously that is not going to happen anytime soon. Apparently I am going to lose my sight, hearing, smell, touch and taste before the end, suicide would be better but I'm going to use my time to the full. Because YODO you only die once.
I have the overwhelming feeling that I just annoy everyone so it doesn't look like anyone is actually going to give a shit about that. Joy for the love of it.
I just hope all the other sick kids in this place get something good out of life. They all deserve it because they never asked for it like I did.
Why are you dying? If you dont wanna tell me you dont have of course.
ReplyDeleteI don't know what the disease is called, I just know that apparently my body is wasting away. I'm going to do everything I can before that happens.
DeleteI don't even know how to thank you for these comments.
They mean a lot to me knowing that someone actually sees this.
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