School is finally over and as much as I despise it's existence it gives me a purpose to everyday. Just the routine of getting up, half sleeping through classes and blending into society has its own appeal. Now I don't know what I'm going to do for the next 8 weeks. Probably game, sleep and sleep some more. I know a lot of the things I post are depressing and I just want to say, I'm not always that kind of person. I am capable of being somewhat 'happy' sometimes.
There was a party and everyone was so skinny and pretty in their bikinis while I was standing awkwardly in a shirt and shorts. I met another girl there and we just talked for a bit then left. I plan on trying to take a healthy way to weight loss instead of purging or restricting as I have done in the past. I'm not sure how well it will work, but don't say I didn't try.
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