The Observer

I find that recently I have become an observer of sorts. I just look around and notice everything, everything people say, everything I see, everything I feel. Its funny how many people might say things to you in a corridor as the run to their next class. They say 'Hey,' and do things that most people would probably take for granted.

As an observer I don't react, I just take note of everything for later use as an informant. Call me a horrible person but its the only thing I know how to do, that and purging which I seem to have been doing a lot recently. For some reason I have actually been gaining weight maybe I'll just stop eating. Its not like anyone would actually care if I disappeared or ran away, I'm a nobody that just exists. I get to go to a festival for anime, tv shows and music tomorrow and dressing up just highlights how overweight I am. I want to be able to look good in cosplay, for once in my life actually be talented at something good.