And I feel fat

I was planning to go on diet but obviously like every other time I've tried I just chugged don't food like the pig I am. It's horrible and now I feel sick, I'm going to start again from tomorrow my goal is 50kg by the 30 of March next year. I will get there no matter what it takes, I don't care anymore I will do this for me.

I am going to start exercising 

(Become good at parkour, learn the dance to The Boys by SNSD, be the best at cross country next year, learn a martial art.)

I am going to eat less

I am going to eat healthy

I will get A+ in everything

I will study every night

I will join the army

I will reach my goal of becoming a bodyguard