I just want to be left alone, can't they understand? I get over people so quickly its not even funny anymore. 'Your so easy to read but your book is boring me,' in the words of Emilie Autumn is pretty much how I view most people. Maybe I'm just looking for something in people that I will just never find? Maybe I overestimate them or am just not looking at the things they are good at. The problem is, when I do that I get jealous, and I have to do it better than they do it. Even if I can't, so I leave.
Only two people have ever had something of a lasting effect on me. One doesn't exist, the other I have never met except over the internet. The one that doesn't exist was just a story I created to lead people on, away from the truth. The only thing is, it worked.
I gather information and sell it to others for a price at my school. For example a girl called Maddy has self harmed in the past and is questioning her sexuality. A girl called Georgia has attempted suicide about three times and self harms, she hates the councilor for ruining her life and her best friend is Izzy. Things like that go far and hate it, I just don't care enough to stop.
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